George.
Over the years I feel I have come to understand you in your inner most heart.
I feel your pain and know something of the experiences you've had to endure.
My remarks would not include you as one who knows nothing about losing. You have not lived a sheltered life as I have.
most anyone one who goes to war weather in victory or defeat, knows about all there is to know about pain.
Never been a circle in your life?
What are we chopped liver?
I am going to die George
With any luck before you do! LOL
One of us shall surly morn the other.
We all face this loss equally, none escape it.
Yet when grief loosens it's skeletal grip upon the survivors hearts they must go out and live their lives if only to honor the sufferings of their mothers and fathers,
You are at the end of a long linage that goes back to before we first entered a cave for shelter.
Each generation worked and fought and knew suffering and unimaginable cruelty,
Each generation enduring to bring forth the next
And always, always they tried to instill the hope of a better tomorrow. When they failed in their efforts mankind has plunged into darkness,
The dark ages are no joke, the joke is that we think they have passed.
To date mankind as a whole has only seldom become truly human. When we fail we become so much less than the animals we were suppose to husband and instead annihilated.
So
"May the circle remain unbroken by and by lord, by and by.'
By and by means in the times to come.
There is the circle of life. You owe everything to. It's time you paid up!
Lucky for you we don't have to pay. The price is more than we could ever imagine,
The tab was picked up by all the generations that endured to bring you to consciousness.
"I thank you lord for letting me be a piece of mud that got to sit up and take a look around."
Kurt Vonnagot
You still hold a grudge. You still haven't accepted the terms under which we must live.
We cannot escape our personal fates. The world we were born into.
Yet we must, each of us, determine how we will respond.
Your getting old George. Time to let go of this world. Once you do you will of your own nature, rise above and complete the circle you do not yet ,only yet, do not see.
You will not be without friends in this life or the next.
You know that more often than not I have "Lived by the faith of other men"
The men I most respected and felt kinship with almost all held firm religious convictions.
(By no means were they all of the same faith!!)
You have to dare to believe that there is more before you get to see there is more.
Here's that circle turning and turning "Til we come round right"